I cant believe how much I love who I'm becoming.
I'm not the same girl I used to be, and Its weird.
It's weird to think that I'll never see things the same way I used to.
Its scary to change and be aware of it. but at the same time, It's empowering.
I recommend everyone do it.

Everything happens for a reason

for every action theres a reaction.
No matter how bad we dont want that to be true.
No matter how hard we try to make everything go your way.


Im sorry to everyone Ive hurt because Im selfish
and stubborn and way too opinionated.
Time to grow up kids. I'll take the first step.
You can sit there in your room at your parents house
and watch me rule the world.

sitting at work

ate a stromboli and ice cream. Bored out of my mind. Cant wait to start my life.
Pretty sad that all my friends are moving to philly. :(

Being grown up has its price.

Itll all be for the best.

Keep that in mind.

Keep that in heart.

so this is how i start a new year

same drama, ruining friendships, having sex with guys Ive been friends with since middle school.

cant wait to reflect this time next year!!

somethings gotta give

I miss Elisa.

And its weird that I miss the girls I became friends with this past week too.

Its nice to know that the whole world isnt shit and hasnt given up on you.

Im moving into a house with some friends next month.

Cant wait to live in a new house.

And not alone.

PS- I fuck 14 year olds.

its a shame

I'll sit here and make you feel stupid about you weaknesses.

But Id never admit mine.

What happened to innocence and warm hearts?

Seems like the older I get the colder my heart gets.

Im so sick of these kids running around talking about how much

they "dont give a fuck".

Truly not giving a fuck isnt all its cracked out to be.

Being cold and empty comes at a price.